I AM SHOL

I feel like giving school up. It’s so hard, and not because of the content, but because of the timing and scheduling of my life and what matters more to me. I can’t stand not living in the present and making the best of what I have. I feel like I’m falling so behind already and not just with school. I’m losing my mind, my patience, and my love for creating. All for some stupid degree? Is this really worth it? When I have an amazing woman in my life, an amazing son, and more to look forward to? What the fuck am I actually doing???