I AM SHOL

I don’t like to express my real thoughts and opinions most of the time because it ruffles tons of feathers, but man… I grow tired of all of the bullshit that is being spewed out to all of us and the constant psychological warfare we are put in for the benefit of others. What frustrates me more is that I feel like I’m doing the best to fit in and laugh at all the same BS people watch and do but internally, I just don’t feel authentic when I try to fit in. As I grow older I do see that fitting in doesn’t really actually matter unless you want it to. We get sold so much bullshit, it’s actually hard to believe your own thoughts sometimes. I’m working on it.