I AM SHOL

Having a job again really feels detrimental to what my goals in life are, but the reality is that I need it right now. At this moment, I need to help me boost my productivity in myself, but the goals I am working on too. I get inspired at work. Weirdly enough, it brings me more closer and closer to it all. It’s like my brain starts to vibrate and my best ideas start to come to mind and the excitement builds. It’s very strange. I haven’t felt this way in a very long time. It’s amazing, it’s invigorating. I need more. I want more.