I AM SHOL

My head is constantly busy and I don’t know how to slow it down. It’s a great thing, but I also feeling like I’m not paying attention to those around me or giving them my full attention. It’s like I’m so focused on building a bigger future for those around me, that I forget that I need to be in the present also to enjoy the time I currently do have with them. It’s a lot, it’s a big request and a big sacrifice at the same time. I know I won’t stop being this way, but I just have to get these thoughts out once in a while so I can still feel human.