I AM SHOL

I tried trading shitcoins again last night and yeah… it’s really not my thing lmfao it feels too much like gambling and I’m not really good at that. I don’t find it amusing, or entertaining. I don’t know see the fad in it. I also don’t think sitting in front of a computer all day trying to make a dollar is fun, it’s the same as going to a regular job and staying inside a building all day. Of course, one has more freedom than the other, but I do feel like the context is the same. How can one enjoy their time without being glued to these obligations? I just find everything so interesting lately. Maybe I’m thinking too deep about it all, or maybe, it’s because I don’t know where my path lies and I’m just trying to place myself in the right direction… for once?