I AM SHOL

I just want to make cool shit, that’s really the only desire I have. There’s not much more I would want to do besides that. I only get discouraged once in a while because there’s things I find out about how things need to be presented and structured for some things, but… I can’t seem to help but question why do I need to make a powerpoint about a design or a presentation? I mean I get the whole selling pitch thing, but it’s so stupid to me. I get it though, it’s one of those necessary evils that I tend to hate… “show your work”. The number one thing teachers would always say to me in school. Sorry that I can solve some problems/create things in my head. BUT maybe that is the reason why I don’t succeed all the way? I don’t show the hard work I actually tend to do, I just do it. Maybe I need to slow down? Hm… something to think about.

Side note: I’m also writing a fake book on my non-design time. I think it’ll help with bringing back old habits and boost creativity.