I AM SHOL

I’m struggling with the idea of putting efforts into typing more “content” on X. I mean getting paid to essentially share my thoughts is something I always wanted to do, but it’s also not like it used to be. I used to throw rants out all the time and question the establishment that we all know. But at a certain point, I feel like I’m just acting like a child who needs attention and instead of trying to build something organic and true, it’s like just complaining all the time. No one likes a whiner. Especially myself. I have found myself complaining a lot less now that I don’t have a job, I actually look forward to build more and do things for others. Maybe, is this how I also succeed at a job? Just take it as a project to help the team and company rather than try to selfishly do things on my own there? Hm…? I guess we’ll see in the near future.