I AM SHOL

I think my biggest challenge is “reinventing the wheel”. Why do I want to create things from scratch? What I really need to be doing is leveraging what’s already made and build on top of it so it’s easier for me and I’m not complicating my thought process anymore than I should. Maybe cause I want to take full ownership of my projects, although, those could be control issues that have deeply rooted, but enough of the therapeutical bullshit, I just need to keep creating and keep building at an easier rate, instead of creating more work that isn’t necessary anymore.