I AM SHOL

I feel empty today. Emptier than usual. I don’t know if it was the dinner and drinks last night, or if it’s the lack of sleep? Maybe the combination of it all, and also the realization that sometimes I’m not a great person. All of these emotions and thoughts pile all of the time and I never let them out, hence why they seem to make me feel like a lifeless shell of skin. I can’t really put a finger on why I feel this way. I also feel like I lost a very good friend with a stupid remark I made the other day. Sometimes just shutting the fuck up is better than saying what you think about something that really doesn’t concern you. I guess I’ll learn my lesson from this and just say nothing unless asked. Sigh.