I AM SHOL

I haven’t been feeling like socializing for a while now, or when I do I immediately regret it. Probably cause being unemployed, it feels like everyone feels bad for me, but I don’t even feel bad for myself. I know I can do better than what I was doing before. I just need to continue to work harder and tap into the energy that I know I have to succeed. I have a lot of goals and they all intertwine with each other. So each strand of my vision needs to be at a specific place before I can continue further forward. I know it just takes time. Also, took a stupid Pooh test the other day with a group of friends and it’s funny that I was labeled as Tigger (ADHD), I didn’t even have to take that test to know that. The point of that though… I have so many things going on in my head that I don’t focus on just one thing, it’s bigger than that. It always will be.