I AM SHOL

I gotta say, the only days I feel like I’m really getting something done in the world is when I’m creating artwork. Everything else just feels like a job, of course besides taking care of my son, that is another planet on its own lol, but for everything else? JOB, I hate it. I don’t find it amusing, I don’t like it. If this is what people strive for their whole lives, it’s sad. It’s not fulfilling, and there is so many bigger goals to hit in this universe that require so much energy and attention, that how can someone just sit and do nothing?? Not even work on your own goals?? Like not even 5 minutes a day?? It’s crazy to me. Creating is literally what I feel is all I really have.