I AM SHOL

Feeling a bit defeated with the job search, but that feeling seems to only come in small waves. Also, I am noticing how much “sales” positions are in demand, yet they aren’t hiring right away and demand is actually very low with economic right now. It’s very interesting to see actually. Maybe I’m just overreacting and I am a bit anxious that I’m not providing enough. The stress of putting the weight all on myself and how much I need to provide is kind of getting to me. I just need to work harder and keep myself busy, I’ve been applying like crazy so I’m sure something is bound to hit, but I also get the feeling that maybe this is time to try to focus on freelance work and really put MYSELF and MY talents out there to work for me than the latter. I guess we’ll see.