Had a slight freakout about being unemployed the other day but it’s starting to feel more normal on doing a bit of side work and sticking to bettering my father skills with my son. I have to say, it feels good and I feel like I’m starting to find my rhythm on what I truly want to do and what my purpose is. To build. I don’t really know exactly what, but building things is what my purpose is. Building meaningful relationships, friendships, projects; building things with a purpose and with passion. I know it’ll take a while, but it’s well worth it.
I did also get to send of some messages to some of my top clients that I met at my last job. Even their positive responses were very nice to hear. This next chapter of my life is going to be one I really need to dial in on. I’m not getting any younger and life is very short. No more fucking around… well just not all the time lol.
I AM SHOL 
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