I AM SHOL

There’s days where I feel like I just overthink constantly and do absolutely nothing. The problem is that I start to get lazy because of it and then I spiral into madness and then I feel like I just sit here and wait for a saving grace. Like something or someone is just going to appear out of the blue and fix my problems and laziness. Isn’t that the problem? We just hope for someone to clean us up and fix us when we are so clueless of what to do? I’ve never managed to be this way but lately… it’s been happening, it’s a shame, it’s a disgrace really. Or maybe, maybe I’m just way too hard on myself? Maybe I should stop and pause for once? Look at what I’ve done and work from there? I guess I’ll figure it out.