I AM SHOL

I’m realizing that I feel the best and the most sincere when I’ve had a few drinks, is this what alcoholism feels like? Is this what it is? Because if it is… I CREATE THE BEST FUCKING CONTENT WHEN IM DRUNK, BITCH!!!! lmfao no but really I feel like the best ME comes out after a few drinks. I know it’s not something to be proud of, but isn’t that what the world needs? Authenticity and honesty? Or, do people still love being masochist and getting lied to and fucked in their face? LOL