I AM SHOL

Life’s been pretty bleak lately. It all feels so repetitive. Nothing seems to feel normal at all and things feel actually more orchestrated, if anything. And I mean that in a way that things definitely feel more artificial. Relationships, friendships, acquaintances, etc. Is this the brain at 29? Or is this the brain at 29 and high as a fucking kite? LOL I say both. Whatever it is, whatever the alteration, I still feel like I’m continuing what I’ve always wanted to do. Maybe I’m not really seeing it, but I do know I’m on the right path.