I AM SHOL

The biggest habit I need to break is my laziness. My inaction is really catching up to me and it’s driving me insane. Where did this come from? How did I let it consume me so quickly? As if the standards I hold myself to aren’t high enough, this just puts the cherry on top. I feel shittier and shittier as the days go by. I feel almost like a loser giving up on himself. It makes you want to pull your hair out, or even jump off of a building.