I AM SHOL

I finally decided to pay off most of my debt with a portfolio drain. Doesn’t really feel real yet, but I gotta say. Feeling the financial burden was not fun, but now I feel like I can actually breathe completely. These risks I take are psychotic for sure. Yet, I still manage to be able to get the hell out with ease. I prepare and plan, oddly enough. For someone who hates to plan and prepare. I seem to do it without noticing. Overall, life is chill now. My craving for consuming useless purchases is even lower, the lifestyle chasing is over as well. What’s the point? Sure I gain knowledge in knowing, but there’s no real point anymore. Positive habits need to completely take over now and they will.