I AM SHOL

I had the craziest dream this morning. I was in a middle of a war. From what I was gathering from the dream, we were at war with Russia. It was very long dream. It was all so surreal, but still a very realistic experience and feeling. A part of me was very shaken by it when I woke up. Maybe cause it made me realize that I’m not ready for a situation like that if it were to happen. It’s daunting to come to the realization that, as a man, you aren’t really prepared for war, unless you’re in the military. This dream really scared me. Am I even man enough to battle in a war? This a big question I took from a simple dream. Almost felt like a nightmare, really.