I AM SHOL

I put myself in this financial hole once again. Why do I do this to myself? Is it because I like to suffer? Or, is there something greater at hand that I’m not seeing, but is working subconsciously? The amounts don’t really matter in the grand scheme of things, it’s how you get out and concur the obstacle. Which I always do. I always figure it out, but the difference this time is that I have girlfriend and a son. This makes things a lot more interesting. A lot more creativity needs to come out to get out of this one.