I AM SHOL

There’s so much I wish I could do already, but I know it takes time for projects, careers, life, etc to fully come together. I hate how impatient I can be. I think it’s a big weight on my shoulders not seeing results, or dismissing the progress I’ve made in my life, all alone. And I know I’m not really alone, but how I’ve had to handle things on my own, I don’t feel anyone really by my side, I just feel everyone else making me create what THEY want, but not what I want. That’s a tangent, but it still stands. I need to be more patient and see the progress. I’ve come a long way.