I AM SHOL

As I sit here at this car dealership waiting for my girlfriend’s car to get its oil changed, I can’t help but to think about how insane the internet has been and how social media has influenced such a big change in the way us humans are behaving and interacting with each other. Also, the amount of information that is actually on the Internet and being shared is so intense I get headaches sometimes from how little I really know. The bigger problem that I see is that there’s certain groups that want to know everything and be know it alls, but it’s impossible to know everything alone. It doesn’t make realistic sense to me. I ponder a lot, am I smart enough? Do I know enough? Why don’t I know this? How come I didn’t know this sooner? I think it’s building a part of insecurity that I thoroughly don’t enjoy, not because it’s true, but because as a whole, it doesn’t create better humans.