I AM SHOL

I can’t help to think how much more work I need to do to give my son a much better life than me. I really need to refocus and gain my energy back for him and his future. I know it takes patience and I will struggle, but man is it hard not to just want to get there already. I will admit, I get FOMO sometimes when I’m not up to speed with certain things going on around the world. I guess it’s hard not to feel that way now with the internet and social media, but I do believe that I am the master of my own fate and that sometimes pulling away from that to focus on my own lane will jump me further than constantly being “up to date”. I really need to get away from that. I don’t have a cocktail in my hand at the moment, but I’ll cheers to that lol.