I AM SHOL

I’ve been doing more work on other projects than my own fucking homework again. Shit. I just get so sidetracked, I hate myself for it. I was doing small research on Osmium. Apparently Osmium is the densest metal on earth and also the most expensive. I don’t even remember how I got to researching this damn metal, but it’s very interesting how limited and rare this specific metal is. A part of me WANTS a piece of this fucking metal so bad, then I saw the price for a small 10mm cube. 2 THOUSAND DOLLARS!! That is fucking WILD to me lol. Makes me want it even more. As I am learning more about myself, I do love to collect things. Invest in things, if you will. Although I don’t consider myself an “investor”, I do value my time very much, so that definitely reflects the things I’m interested in. I also like to think of myself as someone who puts my time first. Sounding arrogant I know, but I feel like I’ve grown up putting my time aside for everyone else and now that I’m putting myself first and my family, things definitely feel more clear to me that I need to hold myself to a higher standard and not let anyone interfere with what my mission is. Whatever that is. I’m still working on that, ha!