I AM SHOL

It’s been tough being a dad. I feel like my hands are tied of most of the time and I can’t fully complete anything. Realistically, I don’t finish most things all the way through anyway. Which brings me to my point. Why does my follow through suck?? My good friend Pancho jokingly said something they actually stuck out to me in a good way. I gotta admit it really made me rethink things and how accomplish things. I really gotta sit and make a to-do list and clear it every day. I gotta commit, be disciplined, and really stick to my word. I think this is how my life has always been and I’m just now really accepting it. I’m a complete fucking mess that needs straightening out.