I AM SHOL

As much as I hate school, I know deep down it’s worth it. I just don’t take it so seriously. I ask myself why all the time. Why don’t I seem to care about finishing my degree? Why is it so hard for me to focus on one thing at a time? Do I really even care about school? Am I doing this only for my parents to be proud of me? I have so many questions that I want answers to. Maybe I really do need to see a therapist? Is that shit supposed to really help? I just know I have a ton to figure out now that I have a son. I don’t want him to feel this way.