I AM SHOL

While I was in the shower, I kept thinking to myself, is any of this real? Are the lives we are living, even real? It got me thinking. For quite some time, I’ve had this feeling that everyone around me, coworkers, friends, ex-lovers, etc, they’re all actors. I can’t shake the feeling and as time goes on, I feel it gradually getting worse. Am I slipping to insanity? Am I the only one that sees the disturbing times continuing to grow? We have a shitty economy, which my stocks and crypto are getting dismembered weekly, we have sky high prices on literally everything, and on top of that the world itself, this beautiful earth we live in, is slowly shitting itself. How could I not be worried? How is anyone okay with this? Most of us sitting on the sidelines only worried about ourselves, yes, including myself. Is this why I consider everyone actors? Does no one care? Does no one see this? Do I even care? Am I an actor too? Or, Am I just a fellow observer walking past this timeline?