I AM SHOL

I almost put my two weeks at work today. I just honestly felt like it, but didn’t have the balls to do it. Maybe cause I know I like the money, but I’m also not done there. I can’t speak for the future cause knowing my impulsive ass, I’ll do it when I know I’m fed up. I can’t lie I do meet a lot of great people there that inspire me to be business owners and blah blah, but I’m also very lazy so idk yet. I guess we’ll see what happens later on. I also think I didn’t do it cause I feel like the bills that I do have are kind of attached to the money I’m making at work, they really aren’t but maybe I’m just making up that excuse in my head lmfao. I just battle with the thought of up and leaving work to start the things I really want to do and also finish school. To be honest I don’t even like school either, it’s relatively really really easy and I don’t feel like I actually learn anything that’s really really… interesting? I mean I know it’s necessary with some careers but even then, all the classes seem to have changed since I first started school years ago. Everything is all political now and that doesn’t really sit right with me. I don’t give a flying fuck about what political views Pablo Picasso had. That doesn’t get me more progress on my career and all the politics are all bullshit and come from a personal background, again… I DONT CARE. Politics are trash anyway, both sides can be so extreme for no damn reason. The world needs balance. That’s all it is. Maybe Thanos really should be a real character in our world. He only makes logical sense in Avengers LOL.

I should get back to learning how to code. This little guy is waiting for me to tell him what to do.