I AM SHOL

I have so much on my mind all the time that I forget to stop and enjoy the things that I have in front of me. I really need to slow down more. I feel like I’m rushing towards what I want my future to be that I forget about the present. I know I should be worrying about my future and the things that I do right now DO affect my future, but I also feel like I’m not doing enough right now for that future. This is my daily battle in my head tbh lmao. I feel like if I take a single day off of reading articles about crypto and my next investments, or doing something that isn’t learning, that I’m wasting my time with bullshit. The reality is I’m not but something in me tells me that I am. Maybe I’m a bit of a workaholic, but I am trying to be better at it and slow down so I can finally really focus on the things that are going to do great things for me later on. My mind is a blender of thoughts. Life’s good though, I shouldn’t really complain. If I’m learning anything from this post, it’s that I really need to slow down, work at my own pace and not get irritated, or mad at myself for not always being on top of all the latest finance news and all that shit. I feel like that’s what really causes a mess with my thoughts and emotions going out of sync.