I AM SHOL

I’m going back to school this fall again and I’m honestly still questioning my career path. I’ve having this damn wrestling match with my degree since I graduated high school and I have yet to actually receive a degree in any major that I declared. I went from chasing architecture, to graphic design, fashion design, and right back to architecture. Also, in between that, I’ve wanted to do finance, business, and computer science. I feel like tornado all the time I swear LMFAO. This really makes me anxious with where my life is going, I know I’m winging it most of the time, but shit it’s hard to really see where my life is actually headed when I’m never consistent on one thing, or one field of study. Which brings me to my next headache. I would consider myself a jack of all trades. I’ve worked about 11/12 jobs in my 10 years of actual employment. I’ve worked at a local streetwear shop, fixed cars for the local water district, art gallery/museum setups, stock at many clothing stores, guest services, and sales. I have done so much and I feel like I still lack so much to accomplish one single thing. Maybe it’s just me doubting all the skills I have acquired throughout the years, or maybe I’m scared of my own power of knowledge that I know I do have. I have no clue. I feel like I try to roll with the punches, but the punches actually kick my ass haha. I guess we’ll see how my progress continues throughout my documentation through this blog.