I AM SHOL

For a while I’ve been struggling with my place in this world. I don’t know what path I’m supposed to really take, or where I’m currently headed. I’ve wanted to have so many careers in the past, but I actually don’t know what route I’m supposed to take. I’ve wanted to do fashion design, architecture, art, business, everything really. I want to be in a creative career path, but I’m also struggling with my confidence in that career space. I see the craziest designs in fashion and architecture, that it makes me feel a bit intimidated by my own creative concepts. Can I actually bring competition to the creative field? Something inside me says I can, but I’m so in my head that I hold back. Also, my lack of knowledge in certain areas is also something that gets me thinking that I don’t know enough yet to be able to compete in a creative career. I guess I’ll see what happens.